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Prom

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 17:16:01 -0400

Prom was a very fun experience for me. I thought that It was better than our Homecoming and Winter Follies dances. I danced a lot with my friends and I felt pretty all dressed up. Going to dinner with a group of friends was great, we had the time to actually converse (don’t see them often in school). I defiantly made the right choice in going.

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Thu, 04 Apr 2013 14:42:41 -0400

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Thu, 04 Apr 2013 14:37:13 -0400

Dad

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 17:52:11 -0400

I wish my dad could see what it’s like to be me because he sure does not help make it easy. I hardly ever hear him not yell (whether it’s at the kids or in general or me). I don’t remember the last time he didn’t have a beer. I wish he would understand that if he isn’t careful I will leave and he won’t be seeing much of me. I love him but dad can be too much for me sometimes. We just can’t see eye to eye sometimes. I pray that he changes for the better. He can really bring out the worst in me and I hate that.

twloha: Lettering by Alexandra Nelson.

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 17:46:08 -0400

twloha:

Lettering by Alexandra Nelson.

sometimes I listen to this song when I am depressed.

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 17:45:02 -0400

sometimes I listen to this song when I am depressed.

I Want It to Stop

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 22:08:19 -0400

I have had these thoughts in my head for a while now. They are taking over how I think. I can’t stand these thoughts in my head anymore, they are all the same. I want them to stop. I don’t want to hurt myself. I don’t want my mind to finally give in. This is the third day in a row that it has been pulling me down. I feel so alone. Like nobody honestly cares or wants to be here with me. Simple words flow through my head injuring my self-esteem. Fat. Ugly. Dumb. You will never have anyone. These are constant thoughts that flow through my head over and over again. Why do I have to be this way? I hate who I am but I like who I am. I hate my physical form.

Sometimes I feel this way. I enjoy this song from time to time.

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 20:13:33 -0500

Sometimes I feel this way. I enjoy this song from time to time.

I really like this song, it inspires me. The lyrics explain it...

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 19:45:08 -0500

I really like this song, it inspires me. The lyrics explain it all.

"Let your FAITH be bigger than your FEAR."

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 19:42:49 -0500

““Let your FAITH be bigger than your FEAR.””

- Anonymous

Sometimes....

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 19:40:31 -0500

Sometimes I just feel like I am never going to get anywhere in my life. There is always stress in my life and I lately I have been feeling like I have become less intelligent. I am not getting the grades I once got and I am working just as hard for them as I did when I get my better grades. I don’t see my life getting out of this root anytime soon. I waiting for the day when life won’t feel like I have to make an effort to keep myself moving forward. Right now I just feel like it would be easier to be done with everything, but that’s not me and that’s not how I want to end anything. I have faith. It’s just really hard to see the good in the bad and rough patches sometimes. I hope that for my well being and anyone else who is feeling like this find a spark of good in the end and that all this stress and bad feeling will have a ending that is worth this torture. (I may not have as bad but I still feel weighed down). May life take us on a journey and bring us to a happy ending.

Is Anyone There?

Tue, 05 Feb 2013 21:13:26 -0500

Lying in her bed Lindy thinks of a place where she feels free, a place that is stress free. When she opens her eyes she will just see her arm, imagining herself slitting the skin open as the deep crimson blood flows over it. When was the last time she felt happy? She couldn’t even remember the last time she smiled. Everyday felt like she had a 1000 pound weight on her back. Why did life seem so helpless to her? She needs somebody to save her; she needs a hero.

Lindy was a believer in God but, she had her doubts when life became a battle for her life. She wanted someone who could physically and emotionally be there for her every day, every time she thinks about picking up a knife or a blade. It didn’t help that Lindy wasn’t very social or that her parents had split up a few years ago. Less and less Lindy felt alive. She was starting to become isolated.

How the night went...

Sat, 26 Jan 2013 23:40:59 -0500

So I go out with my friend and we are at a restaurant, our conversation went a little like this:

“I really like this blogger, his name is Omar.”-Friend

“Omar? He must be black.”-Me

we burst out laughing. She says my name.

“What?! Have you heard of a white guy named Omar?”

Yeah that’s pretty much what our conversations can be like, but we have a great time.

"Everyone needs to be loved Everyone needs their own teenage fan club Any attention can feel like a..."

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 22:18:00 -0500

““Everyone needs to be loved
Everyone needs their own teenage fan club
Any attention can feel like a good thing
Dress to impress can be oh so tempting
You can get noticed with your body
Sexual hypnosis by being hottie
You might feel like public property
You might you might, you shouldn’t be
No girl should feel she has to trade
Her body for love or be an old maid
And yes there are guys who are willing to wait
Ask a Barlow girl on her wedding day””

- ‘Barlow Girl’ By: Superchick (Verse 2)

I want to go here someday! Somewhere in Sweden

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 13:21:47 -0500

I want to go here someday!

Somewhere in Sweden

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Fri, 25 Jan 2013 13:18:16 -0500

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The Things That Way Me Down

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 13:16:14 -0500

Being sick during school is a huge problem. When it’s toward the end of your high school career and you have to stay home because you’re sick. Well the next day back to school, you just doubled your homework. GREAT! * sarcasm* It may not be so bad if it weren’t for the higher level classes that I take, but there’s the problem right there isn’t it? The teachers don’t care; sure they give you an extra day, maybe, but all that work still ways you down. Guess I better buck up because I am almost positive that college professors won’t give any extra days and missing a day while being sick will be like a death sentence.

Maybe I am exaggerating a bit, however, this is what it can feel like. It’s okay though because when I enter my career, I am going to be very grateful I stuck with doing my work and staying caught up in high school.

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Judgments?

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 16:45:46 -0400

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Single :)

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 16:43:32 -0400

Having been single since i was born has been awesome. Wanna know why? Well I’ll tell you (if you don’t want to know then move on.).

Being single since i was born shows that the universe is saving the best guy for me when we are both mature and ready to have a relationship. So while others have gone through heart breaks and complicated issues with their boy/girlfriend i have been living a drama free relationship with my self. Like i said i really don’t mind being single because i don’t have to deal with the messy, heavy stuff. Someday when i do get a boyfriend i bet he will end up my husband (my first and last kiss). That’s why i don’t really feel jealous or bad in the end.