One day everything will be okay… right? I know that I can achieve my goals if I work really really hard. But my brain drifts off to those who don’t have to try at anything I have to. Why is it so easy for them and not me? Why do I even care? Because I am human and humans care about what others think no matter how much we tell ourselves we don’t care what others think. Things that I think are “falling apart” everyone else around me say don’t worry about it or just think of the bright side. What bright side is there when I am stuck in the “dark” side if that is what we are calling it. It’s almost like judging someone. Which I don’t even want to start on that.
I do truly hope that some day all my hard work I put into the things I care about will “pay off.”