Prom was a very fun experience for me. I thought that It was better than our Homecoming and Winter Follies dances. I danced a lot with my friends and I felt pretty all dressed up. Going to dinner with a group of friends was great, we had the time to actually converse (don’t see them often in school). I defiantly made the right choice in going.
I wish my dad could see what it’s like to be me because he sure does not help make it easy. I hardly ever hear him not yell (whether it’s at the kids or in general or me). I don’t remember the last time he didn’t have a beer. I wish he would understand that if he isn’t careful I will leave and he won’t be seeing much of me. I love him but dad can be too much for...
sometimes I listen to this song when I am...
I Want It to Stop
I have had these thoughts in my head for a while now. They are taking over how I think. I can’t stand these thoughts in my head anymore, they are all the same. I want them to stop. I don’t want to hurt myself. I don’t want my mind to finally give in. This is the third day in a row that it has been pulling me down. I feel so alone. Like nobody honestly cares or wants to be here...
Sometimes I feel this way. I enjoy this song from...
I really like this song, it inspires me. The...
Let your FAITH be bigger than your FEAR.– Anonymous
Sometimes I just feel like I am never going to get anywhere in my life. There is always stress in my life and I lately I have been feeling like I have become less intelligent. I am not getting the grades I once got and I am working just as hard for them as I did when I get my better grades. I don’t see my life getting out of this root anytime soon. I waiting for the day when life won’t...
Is Anyone There?
Lying in her bed Lindy thinks of a place where she feels free, a place that is stress free. When she opens her eyes she will just see her arm, imagining herself slitting the skin open as the deep crimson blood flows over it. When was the last time she felt happy? She couldn’t even remember the last time she smiled. Everyday felt like she had a 1000 pound weight on her back. Why did life seem...
How the night went...
So I go out with my friend and we are at a restaurant, our conversation went a little like this: “I really like this blogger, his name is Omar.”-Friend “Omar? He must be black.”-Me we burst out laughing. She says my name. “What?! Have you heard of a white guy named Omar?” Yeah that’s pretty much what our conversations can be like, but we have a great...
Everyone needs to be loved Everyone needs their own teenage fan club Any...– ‘Barlow Girl’ By: Superchick (Verse 2)
The Things That Way Me Down
Being sick during school is a huge problem. When it’s toward the end of your high school career and you have to stay home because you’re sick. Well the next day back to school, you just doubled your homework. GREAT! * sarcasm* It may not be so bad if it weren’t for the higher level classes that I take, but there’s the problem right there isn’t it? The teachers...
What are your thoughts on the image you perceive when you first see someone?
Having been single since i was born has been awesome. Wanna know why? Well I’ll tell you (if you don’t want to know then move on.). Being single since i was born shows that the universe is saving the best guy for me when we are both mature and ready to have a relationship. So while others have gone through heart breaks and complicated issues with their boy/girlfriend i have been...
Ignored by Friends
When my friends choose to ignore me, i feel unwanted and unloved by them, i don’t feel very well and it makes me feel like they don’t care about me. When they ignore me it’s like they are shutting the door in my face. It’s like i bug them or annoy them, well then why in the world would you call yourself my friend? why would you even mislead me into thinking that you could...
Been a while
Yeah it’s been what like a year since I’ve been on here? Wow! Well I just have to update you guys then. Well a week ago I was in Europe and I saw so many cool things and the everyday scenery there is so beautiful I would love waking up to that every morning, i mean it’s nothing like home here it’s better. I even on the trip got to see a ‘third world’ country,...
Sample story (just started)
My hometown is Houston, Texas. This is where you’ll find the record high’s impressive. You’d think that around here we are all about farming and western stories, but the truth is it’s not like that anymore everything is different. Every high school girl around here are all about fashion, except me. I live on a farm and the only hair style i wear is a ponytail, and all i...
Ok so lets talk..
So it’s been a while, and now that year is almost over, so sad but exciting as well. It means new opportunities and new goals to live for. Yeah we usually all fall off the band wagon after the first couple of days after we make our new years resolution but instead of calling it a resolution why don’t we call it a 1 year goal? That way we have a WHOLE year to reach it. even if we wait...
Well went to the Tech Center and had a good experience. Went to Culinary arts, Health and New Media. well i very much enjoyed learning the proper way to wash my hands, pfffft! lol. well i just about choked over laughing! i just can’t keep going on with this kid next to me she’s just making me laugh too much! so later, probably won’t write again to another eon.
It’s been, but I can’t say there’s really anything exciting you have missed just another ordinary day… That’s kinda how it is for me sadly, no one to hang with and not car to go anywhere. Just sittin around trying to come up with something to do. That’s my life for ya. Let me know if you’re life is better cause I would like to hear about what I’m...
well school’s started and of course the freshman this year well there really annoying. I do feel a little more comfortable with my class but everything is still the same, same old clicks, same old food, same old pressure and same old people. My class has like the biggest jock click and they are either stuck up or rude i don’t think they bother to talk to anyone else whose not in there...
i don’t get it, why do guys have to be so stupid? Liking guys is so hard (JACK!) i hate him for being so cute! To bad i’ll never get to talk to him… He adds one of my friends he DOESN’T even know her! and i ask him to be my friend on facebook ( i went to camp with him but never got to talk to him because apparently i don’t know how to talk to guys?) but he just...
the way i see it...
The way i see it my life kinda stinks (ok maybe half) but i’ve feel like i’ve got nothin compared to everyone i love. YEs im comparing myself cause i feel like all my l life ive been compared and judged. Why do the greatest things take so much time? Waiting id forever… walk in my shoes and tell me it’s not true.
Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy.– Anne Frank (1929 - 1945), Diary of a Young Girl, 1952
Hope is a waking dream.– Aristotle, from Diogenes Laertius, Lives of Eminent Philosophers Greek critic, philosopher, physicist, & zoologist (384 BC - 322 BC)
Well yesterday was my first cheer practice, it was a little interesting… This is all new to my so i have to get a feel for if i want to keep cheering. we only have 2 more practices until out first game! i don’t know how im gonna do in front of a crowd. i terrified! AAAHHH! well here’s to hoping i wont make a fool of myself.
My head is spinning and i can’t make it stop, the world is moving to fast, as time runs on and on i stay in place as the world is ready to move around me. The hands spin faster and faster, now all they are is a blur, a blur of time. as each day passes on my life gets shorter as each hour approches the day turns to night. How long will this go on? My life is a spinning hurricane out...
Never been out with a guy, never had my “first kiss”, never had a job, never had a life… There’s days when i feel so alone inside, even though i have these great friends i feel so far away from them because all of my GOOD friends live miles away. But that’s not the only reason i feel so lonely, I feel like everyone around has had a boyfriend or have been asked out...
TO SOMEONE WHO CARES: I really like this guy and he doesn’t even know i exist! Maybe he does but he doesn’t know me. He went to my camp and this year i saw him and instantly i liked him. Why is it so hard for the guys i like to talk to me? It’s hard for me to talk to them because i am way too shy. I waste away over guys who apparently are not meant for me. ...
I’ve only got one word to say and that word is Broken. I’m broken and i can’t put myself together. There has to be another way to fix me! Some one help me patch my soul! I’ve only got one life and already it’s broken. What’s your one word?
Laughing is like cancer…it spreads.– Samantha Allen
my sister made me get one of these DING!